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Artist // Literature
  • United States
  • Deviant for 21 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Current Residence: Michigan
Favourite genre of music: Punk, Rock, Grunge, a lot of stuff
MP3 player of choice: 60 gb ipod
Favourite cartoon character: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Personal Quote: You must know not fear that someday you will die, and until you know that you are useless

Favourite Visual Artist
Jhonen Vasquez
Favourite Movies
Fight Club, Requiem For A Dream, Flight of Dragons, Last Unicorn
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Mindless Self Indulgence, Korn, Joe Firstman, Yellowcard, Hoobastank, Nirvana
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen Poe
Favourite Games
Hmm.......Diablo
Favourite Gaming Platform
Cybernations
Tools of the Trade
pencil/pen and every rock life has to throw in my pond
Other Interests
Writing, Listening to good tunes, Art, Scuba Diving

MEH

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Recap: The Good: Its that time of year again.  Where people are being merry and all that jazz.  Plus I almost got ALL my christmas shopping done.  My apartment is all decked up and my little tree is dwarfed by all the gifts around it.  I got a raise at work which helps with all the holiday madness.  Damn Farmer Jack!!!  Me and Dustin havent been fighting as much that is the major thing right now. The Bad: I have to work Christmas Eve, and I am severly pissed about it.  We owe $548 dollars for rent and as of right now we only need to pay the remaining $99.  So its not that bad but not all to great either. The Ugly: The most important per
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So yeah, its been awhile.  Well here's the expected monthly, or in this case, couple months, update.  I moved out of Dustin's parents house, and moved into an apartment about 45 minutes away from family and friends.  Me and Dustin said "Goodbye Davison Michigan, and Hello to Wixom Michigan."  We moved here on June 15th.  Its been great since day one.  No pesty family calling every 20 minutes or bitching about their day.  Ahh bliss.....  I got a job down here, in good ol' Farmer Jack.  I do the customer service desk thing.  Ohh yeah, hard work...not!  Easiest money I have ever made.  Ohh yeah, my birthday was June 6th, so I am now a lovley 19
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Why does everyone on DA like Fight Club? I see it on almost every profile I go on. :paranoid: hmm
Hey baby! You know, you're my first comment since February? Shootdang.
twinkle twinkle LITTLE STAR!
Hey, Tiff! :wave:
It's nice to see you submitting again!

Did you know I featured your alone poem in my journal?
Look at my old journal entry, "Notable Writing II"
marine biology or writer... i say do both. fact is hardly anyone makes a living off of their writing and the best writers of all time don't recieve the recognition the deserve until they are well rotted away underground. my parents never said i should write... they just kept pushing me to be an aero-space engineer for years and years. lame shit really, it was all because when i was like in kindergarten i wanted to go into space and walk on mars etc. anywho, i hated school, i never did any work got sent to the office all the time, was fat/got picked on by jocks and eventually kicked out of regular rich kid highschool. then i wound up in some armpit of an institution filled with gangstas, hippies and pregnant chicks.
i didn't like those people or that place either... okay point being through all this non-sesnse i never stopped writing or doodling and spent most of my time reading the thesaurus/dictonary. somewhere along the lines i started taking pictures and making music too... i had this big dream of being some kind of revolutionary. of course it didn't quite go according to plan... oddly enough after highschool i started drinking n' smoking/sucking n' fucking etc. i became a hippy-gangsta type guy basically. through this lifestyle i somehow discovered that there are other (better) ways to explore space than a rocket/shuttle craft.
(tai chi, yoga, psychedelics, sleep deprivation, trance)
in a way this lead me to start studying different types of science stuff. chrnologically: Theology, Astrology, Numerology, Geometry, Quantum Physics, Molecular Biology, Mycology and most currently Linguistics/Cognetive Science. (who knows, Marine Biology could be next ;-) (Wink) i have dreamed of dolphins and sea lions before...)
the point now being; in times of doubt i catch myself wondering what would have happened had i bought into the system, got good grades and went to a real college. as opposed to attending school for photography for which i didn't complete my degree and now have 12k student loan debt that my unemployed and or minimum wage (at best) arse refuses to even consider paying back.
so crazy how if asked 10 years ago i would have went on about how much i hated g_d, math and science w/a vengence.
but now, i can embrace them after travelling so far with the right side of my brain that i basically warped my own conciousness to the far left.
though in times of more confidence i find myself smirking as i watch the ripples in my chest while sitting on a "butterfly" machine... in summary:

“The corollary of the permanent alternation is the permanent transience.”

-Reginald Crosley M.D.

ya dig?